This morning when I woke just before seven, there was a mist over the fields and the sun had just come up. I put on my fleece jacket, wrapped a scarf around my neck, and set out the door for some fresh air. Very fresh air. Frost was white on the rosebushes and fireweed – wherever the sun had not yet touched. I walked past camp where men were climbing into big dualie pick-ups, mostly with Alberta license plates. They smiled, said good morning. My fingers tingled with cold, but I felt so alive. On the way back, I rounded a corner to see a big white-tailed deer step out of the bushes onto the road, not a hundred feet away. The dogs froze for a moment, then took off running. The deer gazed at them, still, then almost disdainfully, disappeared with a few enormous airy bounds. Zia yelped helplessly in excitment “that’s the biggest rabbit I’ve ever seen!”
We have some work ahead of us before we will be able to move into our house. It was built in the early 90’s, I think, but never quite finished. The “Wilkerson cabin” it was known as, but we are accepting suggestions for a new name. It has been used for short periods on and off since 2001, but mostly just sat empty. It has electricty, plumbing, and a phone line, unlike most of the abandoned houses/cabins here. The entire place needs new flooring as there is old carpet in some rooms, and in others still just chipboard base. It also begs for a new coat of paint. Our specialty! My only stipulation – no carpet – so we are installing vinyl planking (like a laminate) throughout, that is inexpensive, very durable, and I think will look great. It is 1100 sq feet – a very managable size – with a large bay window in the living room which faces south. A valuable feature in the wintertime when every ray of sunshine is sacred. When the windows are open, you can hear the rush of the Graham River, just behind the house and down a steep bank. There is no garage, no driveway, and not even a road to the front door. There is just a grassy path, although a road consisting of two tire tracks runs behind the house.
I bundled the children up in long sleeves, socks, leggings(for Lyra, who still insists on wearing a dress), and fleece coats and we walked over to help dad after we finished breakfast cleanup. In an hour or so the coats were abandoned as the sun warmed us up. I tackled the windows, scrubbing off layers of fly poop and killing dozens of sleepy, sluggish flies. Fall – that season when all things seek out warm places to spend the winter months. Spiders spin their webs in every corner, mice enter under the kitchen stove. We’d better take possession before nature beats us to it. We, too, are thinking about warm places, about that pile of wood we still need to cut…
Lyra and Marley played with the dollhouse in the sunshine for a while, then lapsed into more creative play. Lyra disappeared in the tall grasses, making a burrow like a rabbit, and Marley tackled the pile of scrap wood with his own “saw”. I showed Lyra which rosehips are the best – the fat ones that are soft and almost a purpley red – and she and Marley got their Vitamin C for the day. We packed up a picnic lunch, walked down a little bank, and out onto a gravel bar for a picnic by the river. It is hard to imagine that all this land is ours for the use. All these rocks, this sand, that water, those willows, that earth – ours to use, to enjoy.

Hello Telles Family!
You have a great gift for SHARING! First your home (for us), and now your “Life Above The 50th”! Really enjoyed reading about your new life and seeing the beauty of the land through your pictures. Thank you! We are looking forward to hearing/seeing more.
Life in NM is falling into place for us. We have unpacked ALL the boxes, everything has found a place, and we are VERY comfortable. We have seen the Hawkins family everyday we have been here and “babysat” the grandchildren several times already. In fact, they are spending the night here so MaryAlice and Brett can go out to eat and have some time together.
Your garden, Haidi, is producing extremely well (enough for our 2 families)! We had some rain so I have not had to water every day, but I can see how I may need to. That sun just bakes the earth. I dried clothes on the line in about an hour today. I have encountered the mice in the compost/wood pile. They are quite large. Must be eating well.
Will send the mail you have tomorrow. MA has been to the PO 3Xs and they can not find that letter. Looking forward to hearing from you again. Take good care of yourselves,
Susan and Frank
Dear Sue,
I am so glad to hear that MA and Brett actually got to go on a date! I have a sneaking suspicion that they will be taking advantage of this – and they certainly deserve it!
I’m glad that you find our home comfortable, despite the somewhat sparseness of the furnishings. It is good to know that someone is taking care of my garden, and perhaps giving it some love after the neglect it suffered in our last few weeks there. Enjoy the vegies, and all that NM sunshine.
Haidi
I still loving your writting!!!
Do you remember some of your papers for Spanish class???
I remember beeing transported to another world reading them…I can see that you still doing it beautifully…
XX
Merchi
Hi Merchi!! Yes, I still love to write and it has been fun to have an excuse to do it. Thanks for your encouragement.
XXOO
Haidi, I’m right there with Merchi. The first time I sat down to read your blog I got a cup of coffee and nearly had tears in my eyes I was so excited. I leave the computer feeling like I have been with you for just a little while. It brings back memories of all the good times we had you teaching me about the north and then me teaching you a little about the south. I am still learning. I would give my right arm to spend a day mushrooming with your grandmother. My grandfather knew the edible ones also but he didn’t know how to teach me about them. I am determined to find someone who knows and learn thier mysteries, it seems that most people think of mushrooms only as something to fear and steer clear of.
It seems to me that you and Nick and the kids are going to have the best winter ever.
Love, Jennie
Jennie, I still remember digging sassafras with you and sketching cyprus roots in the swamp while you fished. I guess some things don’t change – a love of nature is the same wherever you go – and that is something we still share.
Love you too! Haidi